Haaaahahahaaaa, Dec you know me so well! I really did laugh out loud!
Here's my only thing... Been having RL hit with a heavy mallet lately, and been giving me the following struggle;
Right brain goes:
"WAHOOOOOOSWG!!! SPACE! PEW PEW BANG! ZOOOOM!!"
Left brain goes:
"Trying to start a career... crap-tons of tests and enrolling in a Master's to become a full-time NYC teacher... for this coming Spring semester... trying to put a ring on my woman... hooooooooolidays >.<... Hannukah AND Christmas... other family drama..."
On top of that, voice chat gives me anxiety if I can't see the person. Weird personal tick. Phones, too.
My bottom line is I love the idea of organized piloting et al, but I'm probably not going to be able to partake of them for a little while =/. I'll certainly help other pilots any and every time I'm able, but I'm not gonna be totally reliable for some as-yet unknowable timeframe. It's a toughie. I've been stepping away even from the forum, been doing all kinds of research and staying late at work. -_-. I am super excited for Live, just need to take care of Life too :p.